Lots of expectations, Lots of dreams, Many not fulfilled but they keep on increasing.I don't know when will i be satisfied, don't know when will i stop expecting from myself. Am i asking a lot , am i trying to push myself more than required. I want to achieve many more things in life. Yes i want to, seriously I want to.
I don't know for how long but currently i am working on a networking project with a amazing and a very helpful team. Networking has been my interest but there are times when i feel free and wasted and the wandering mind thinks of many many things which i would like to do. I see successful people and i wish i could be more successful than them. I want to learn many new things. I've planned a lot about how should i go about them but currently i am finding it difficult to execute the plans cause of lack of time. There was a time when i use to waste a lot of time without bothering about its importance. I sleep less these days and very often i miss the 25th hour of the day. A teacher told me that when i feel short of time its only then you realise its importance and start utilising it properly.
I don't want to be one who is going to be happy with the way life takes me cause i want to achieve more. I've started having bigger dreams and try to put some effort towards it. Two months ago i was happy and satisfied with all i have had in life. An Engineering Degree, a job , What else ?? It made me proud, it made me relax and above all it made me happy (What the F*ck). Today it sounds a bit foolish.Its just 2 months and my thinking has changed. The hunger has increased, Dreams have increased and it keeps me going, keeps me going at a better pace, it doesn't allow me to relax much.
Thanks all the people who gave me their time. I think the discussion with some people helped me to change my thinking. I am no more a satisfied person and i have started working on my interests. Its 1 A.M on a weekend and i still want to work, i don't know how far will i go?, but at least i wont loose any hopes and will continue taking steps towards my dreams.