What is the use of writing such a post ?I feel highly frustrated .The struggle continues and it will always.
Preetam, Where do you see yourself few years from now??
A question which excites me , takes me to another world , A world i wish to be a part of and then i come across so many obstacles which bring me to the real world .A world which continues to be mean, a world where there is no Satisfaction, a world where the rich is struggling more than the poor.
Last 2 days has been highly frustrating for many reasons. Things happened exactly opposite to what i thought .High disappointment, Goals not achieved and the time to give up(What the f*ck).Never thought i would say this but that is the truth. You plan out things but everything goes exactly opposite and you come across a failure.
Why the hell i don’t take failure in a good way?
Why i start thinking of reasons that could make me feel better n make me feel that i m not responsible for whatever happened?
Sometimes why do I blame something else for my failure?.
Why cant i realize that my efforts were not worth?
Every morning i wake up early thinking i should take a bigger step towards my goals, my brighter future but i come across so many huddles that sometimes i am forced to give up.
Give up cause there is not much time left for whatever is planned.
The habit of working only in the end days is making me pay heavily now and i need to do something about it sooner .This is what i feel guilty for learning in my engineering days. Working in the end days doesn’t work as it use to.
Every person continues to work harder. Even after achieving success no one is satisfied and the journey for bigger goals start. Sometimes i think is there any limit for happiness that anyone wants?? NO.. Life is sad n the struggle never ends. You might not agree with me today but someday you will realize that its the truth. I complete this post on this sad note. Even after all these negative thoughts i will work harder tomorrow for a brighter future, work harder to move from darkness to light. My hunger for success always keeps increasing. Thats what we all do throughout our life. Struggle for a brighter tomorrow . Thats life.